under the influence

caught under the influence ... lost in it's pretty disguise one that I once embraced before noticing how much I lost myself in it i pleased them all while I lost myself what's the use of it all? we make a perfect world in our minds and forget about reality. we focus more on what they say than what we should actually do and then eventually we loose control on ourselves is it worth it? what they actually think about you...is it so important to the point where you have to change yourself and all that just for some people who are not perfect just like you.