unclear

my heart hurts, it feels as if it could burst. my brain is in utter pain. is it fear, I'm still unclear. I pray for the day, you will come home. I hope for the way, the promised day. is it cheer, I'm still unclear. my mind is crowded, and my thoughts are clouded. your days you will stay. and the money we'll pay. my number you dial, before your trial. is it fear, I'm still unclear. I hope for the best, that this will be put to rest. that we can move on, and truly bond . get past the bad, and stop being sad. is it cheer, I'm still unclear. will it all be over, will you continue to be my lover will you run, from all of our fun. will we make it through, just us two. is it fear, I'm still unclear. all is great and you will be released on the date. it is cheer, I am no longer unclear. I love you.