uncharted

Emotions on fire burning me alive day by day making new scorch marks on my body Raw feeling eating away at my bones barely able to move around Feeling like a zombie in my own skin rehearsal on the streets of this world The twisted senses once pure now blackened like the black candle that I see everywhere taunting me to buy it The panic that sets in when I feel it has taken over Punishing me inside and out like a thorn bush that grew inside the emptiness that I call my life The chaos that drives me into the darkness that I am drawn into that takes a hold of me like rope guarded by my demon I can't control The lair that I am baptized in fills with blood from deadly deception of my spirit that is captured and not easily released back to me Round and round in circles dizzy to the words surrounding me while I run from wall to wall in search of a way out of my own captivity Dark colored glasses that used to be roses now binding me to what I wish I wouldn't become replicated from the hallowed memories of being alone and worthless in all eyes, with the sermon of drowning words silencing my every move