Uncertainty

I don't know if you are with me or not I don't know if we are in a relationship or not The lines blur In my mind One moment you're here The next, you're gone I'm left wondering Where do we stand? Are we together? Or just drifting apart? The silence between us Speaks volumes Louder than words I can't decipher Is it love? Or just empty gestures? I try to hold on To the fleeting moments But they slip through my fingers Like grains of sand I grasp at shadows Hoping for substance But all I find is air I yearn for clarity But all I find is confusion I don't know if you are with me or not I don't know if we are in a relationship or not