Uncertain Thoughts

You are gone!! And here I thought we were still holding unto some strings, I looked away and you secretly cut them You keep saying "I pushed you away", but you never showed me that you cared. I didn't just lose a lover but I lost a friend too So now I'm thinking you deserve some blames too, because you didn't even try to fight for me Anyways, it was a pleasure getting to know you, and I want to believe that we did not waste our time I loved you and even tried to continue to love you, but you, you, you would just not allow me. You didn't even give me the chance to forgive you, so now I'm left with the choice of forgetting you Even though, everything hurts now, I know that somehow, someway, I will just get over you. Just like how you have completely moved on, I know that someday I will move on too