Unaware drunkard

From day till dawn you've awoken as a drunkard your subconscious has gone downward although you're blinded by a sense of euphoria ignoring that your neglecting your own happiness one thing that is annoying is that your levels rise in cockiness you never want to sober up which results show you're getting drunk again and again to deinfluence you your depression and anxiety won't simmer down effectively you're in a state of weakness with illusions all around you to break it down you're a drunkard unaware of the story