unattainable

trapped in time from a seed of darkness deeply intertwined unformidable and awkward a fortress without exits always searching for acceptance no light found no sight or reflection environment deemed worthy tho society wouldn't accept it pleading without asking and damaged from rejection was there an end to the means or a lesson gained hastily..?? with a tender heart crushed yet solid like masonry would goals be achieved or dreams crushed instantly the past always holding on detaching never simply beyond reason tho worthy always questioning ones existence afraid to ask merely deterioration from resistance lacking knowledge of the future whilst searching so blindly finally the resting place where no one would find me