Unanswered questions

Really wish the world would eat me up Wish God would tell me Why? Why my life gotta be messes up Why my heart's the one that's gotta end up broke Why I gotta put a smile on my face even though I'm dying on the Inside Really wish he would answer my question Tell my why life gotta fuck me up Cause I'm tired of faking my smile I just wanna break down and cry Wish he would just let me die I'm tired of all the hate Tire of all the faces judging me as if my very existence is a sin Really hope the big guy answers my prayers Cause I'm tired of always getting my heart broke Tired of putting others feelings before my own Cause my heart doesn't want anyone else to feel it's pain Father I hope you have forsaken me not Cause I've got some questions that need answers