unanswerable questions

as we sit in ponder everyday we ask the questions that we do not say where when why or how was it ever real or am I crazy now muttered underneath our breath for the same out loud give them life but wishing we knew whatever one has the truth that really resides are we alone to hope love and pray or is he still here and I'll see him one day they say that your hope is the last to leave what if you carry your heart on your sleeve will there be anything left of you that remains after they're done playing they're f***** up little games hoping they'll see the truth in your eyes fighting back your silent cries or if they cared at all or even a little today what difference could it make sorry is all I can say for don't even believe that they might have a fault to see her they're broken one and it's always your fault holding on to the strings of a shattered broken heart still in love with the man not this one that tears you apart praying when you look in his eyes that he's still somewhere there is that he'll fight from within and get out of that snare cuz if you don't he's lost forever at least you Vanessa pill that's hard to swallow and you don't even dare so instead you breathe and ask yourself unanswerable questions