ugliest lows

always been good at hiding my emotions never show others my parts that are broken. Sadness and anger mixed with frustration Got stress, anxiety, and desperation. smiling with my teeth, but I'm drowing in sorrow. you won't believe half the shit that I've been through. you live in light while I live in your shadow. these are a few of my ugliest lows When I feel right, and the sun shines and everything is going to plan I am reminded of all my lows That's when I lose all my self-control. nobody listens so why should I bother. If I'm not alone, why do I feel so hallow? everyone hates me cause I speak my mind. guess they don't like that I'm one of a kind.