Ugh

No one ever sees how fucking hard I try I just tear off my skin And try not to cry But tell me I'm conceded And tell me I'm just rude You know I'm defeated And that I have no excuse For all my words have been used No more sentences in my head Each time you refused To listen to what I've said I reread all the texts you sent me And I can't help but not care Because my skin is just empty Fuck, I'm not even there But oh who really cares I'm just a poor broken girl Pretending to embrace all the stares Really just shutting out the world When will they see I'm trying my best I don't know what to be Maybe I just need some rest