Two heartbeat

#TranscendingGrief There were two heartbeats now there is one. Where did your heartbeat go? One minute it was here. The other minutes are gone. Why do you stop breathing? God took you back home. Only I have the memories of your heartbeat. Never got the chance to see you. Only have the chance to hear you. I wish I have the chance of holding you. But you weren't here long enough. Don't know if you were a girl or a boy. Only thing I know I hear your heartbeat. I'm sorry I never got the chance to say I love you. If I knew you were there. I will have to fight harder. But he took you away from me. He blocks you from being here. Now only one heartbeat inside of me. A piece of me is missing. I will never hear that heartbeat again. There will always be an empty place in my heart. Something is missing in my life. One day I will hear that heartbeat again. I will know that it is you. It will be a sign that you are here with me. I am sorry you never have the chance to feel me or hear me say I love you. There will be two heart beat again. Only God knows why he took you. You will always be in my heart and soul. Just remember when I hear your heartbeat I feel in love with you. But now it is only one heartbeat. You will alway