two different world

I cant stop thinking about You I've never known this feeling Its been years and I still cant focus on my healing I cant stop thinking ab how You must love her No matter what season it is she is in bloom, She is so short but still you can always find her in a crowded room Belive me I know that very well Everytime you make me remember your existance It immidietly rings my bell I saw you at school And I know you saw me too But I guess distance is both of our one and only rule We go to the same school But we live in a different world Yours must be perfect, full of opportunities and beautiful girls Mine is ugly Its full of broken mirrors and gore But there must be a reason why x equals four There must be a reason why you dont like me Other than I live as a person I know my future self would never want to be And it's not just the inside I know that very well Cause when I look in the mirror I see a girl who comes from actual hell You are the opposite of me Cause you're the first sunshine in spring You're the person I would want to spend the rest of my life with I could make a list of the things that ryhme for your name But I can't expose my love letters That would be such a shame