twisted plays

the twist of your mouth turns into a condicending smirk as you hide the emotions and heavy feeling pilling up inside never to serious never a frown marking your face cause if the mask breaks there will only be pain vulnerability lying bare to the naked eyes on display for passer bys to ashamed for people to see to afraid for people to know the twisted games you play the twisted plays you act that hides the ugly monster inside a joke cracks a smile but your insides crack as you bury it depper and under till it finds it end and thats will be your downfall laying your self bare to someone you love unsure if they can give all the harsh and beautiful feelings back so you stop and take your chances cause you felt I was worthy I was deserving of the beautiful ugly monstrous love you give