Twin Flame Frozen in Time

why did I love you? you were there when no one was. u showed up like a night shining armor you made me feel like I had a best friend forever life. everyone thought it was perfect. I was immature I didn't know how to love you. but I knew I loved you. the beautiful of the love I had was pure for you. where it went wrong. I was listening to others about my life how I thought it in my how with loved our life together. I wrote a whole story in my head for our truth and relationship. I got the independence you gave me I didn't know how to handle it. if I could go back in time 3 years ago with the mind set I have now. things would be different. you changed me. it was so bad but so good. I hold us together in those moments in time forever. always you are saint. I treated you like trash. the day u walked out and left me standing there was the worst day of my life. it broke me. Last thing u said to me was... why are u give that man what I deserve from you. we are frozen in my head in time forever laying on your bed looking at each other in love. I'm sorry for being a shit person to you. you deserve the world. I can't do that for you. it hurts still 3 years later.