tv (rant poem)

everytime I see a movie or TV show portray my homelife exactly, I feel cold and I feel broken I feel like someone took everything out of my body my organs my bones my blood my teeth my eyes my soul I feel that way because I know, I know that tv shows and movies are dramatic for emotional effect I know that my life is that the dramatic version of a real life event isn't that such a gut punch? my life is the dramatic version of a real life event? this isn't a movie, a show, a book, this is MY LIFE. can you believe that? growing up things were far from perfect.. I grew up poor, in a trailer.. but it wasn't the worst. I had two great parents, me and my mother painted our nails and watched lifetime movies most nights, me and my dad didn't have much though. my dad ended up being the bad one, I wish there wasn't a bad one.