Turn back

Turn back the clock. For a time I was myself. When I knew who I am as a person. Too many days and nights have passed. I still don't know who I am as a person. When the young me knew where I was going. But something happens is change the course of time. I hope I can get that day back. Because my early years were simple. Now it is too complicated. When I was in my early years I knew who I was as a woman. Now I can't find that person. Time is not on my side. As I search for my true self. I know that there will be a time I find myself. I just have to be patient with myself. Because time doesn't stay tall. It's like I beat the clock. But I have to take it slow. There will always be tomorrow. When I look for my answer. I know god will help me. I have to be patient with myself. I took a big step. I did something for myself. But the regard is there. How can I find myself? If you keep pushing me. I have learned something about myself. That I can be anything I wanted. I just have to turn back to the time when I have all the answers. When the drama wasn't in my life. Now that the time is ticked. I am the second guess myself. Because my life took me in a different direction. Now I find myself moving forward. Take me back