trying to let go.

We became friends, but you left me, again. Saying you're sorry even though your not. Telling me no, screaming me "oh".. making me thinking about the times we spent, even though I'm trying to let go.. Your words hit, and I'm just trying to sleep. but I dream of you, even though it's pointless in to.. not many understand, so that's why I'm keeping it to myself. expressing myself in a book, rather than showing my true look.