Truth

PAIN, something I've been acquainted with lately being hurt over and over by the same person regularly. Sometimes I just think you confuse pain with pleasure and that's another thing of course.  I mean you once asked me who I love in this world, it's you however I can't afford being hurt by you again cause it seems like you've been taking advantage of me  this past months we've been together and that, of course if I really hate my heart I'd hand it over to you once more however the crazy thing is I hate my heart like really I always care for people that don't care for me , like what do I  really see in you even though I give you my last rand I give you everything it's always me giving and giving but when it comes to me and I actually need something I have to earn it. Fr I really liked you princess and I don't even let myself like anybody I don't even let people get know who  I am, but that happens when you tell people the truth and they don't even wanna hear it.