truth

the truth, it's hard to swallow most times. hiding was easier, except the pain and heartaches. I didn't know how to deal with it in my head but heart said different. I hiding the truth for many years. and now the truth has came out to known. I had heart ache and pain that I know they didn't want to chase to me. but tried to make the best of it. and took matters like I should have and be there . and I wasn't bc I was scared as he'll. confused. lost. but as the truth finally came out almost 20 yrs later. instead then and deal with it then. I lost 2 precious gems in my life and crashed their world. and I can't change none of that now. the years that were lost the meant to be memories. it kills me I was supposed to be the rock. but failed as that. but now it's all about the truth and who u love and lost.