Trust Issues

It comes in waves. We watch as our young hearts fade. Souls tied in knots. Speaking lies. Saying “I’m okay." Then, pushing them away. How you talk. Changes from day to day. You can’t let them in. You’ve been hurt too much. No wonder why you feel so heavy. You question me. “Why don’t you trust me?” It’s like i have to. Forced to. Forced once again. It never ends. This loop of lies Saying “i do trust you." But only telling lies.