trust issue

I care about little things to much I gave up on your trust I'm smarter than that I dont care what happens anymore if you betray then dont be surprised if I dont obey I worked to hard to be who I am today you dont understand me probably because you never listened and understood what I mean bad things happen when you do the wrong thing I was wrong to think that your my friend when you just got with him instead I proved I'm more than worthy but you dont care I embarrassed you more than once I won there I'm not shallow but I'm still a man I'm always your biggest fan unless you are not my type I want you to know that I'm alright I'll never give up on what i love even If I have to fight for the right on my own ground