True desire

Here I sit at just 33 contemplating life and what a waste it has been, We lost 2 children before they were born, And you fooled around on the phone after Number 1, All I know is secrets you hide, talking to men and hiding your screen, watching porn with men of none resemble me, all it shows is your true desire, Not me your husband but the Initials KB you liar, You denied calls when we are on the road but you hide your phone when reading in the room, you also listen all so quiet I know why you do it and you will deny it, I love you more than you will ever know but your love for me isn't true at all.