Trough bad times

I really want to go to sleep Feels like I havent done that for weeks I thought this would be a breeze Now im struggling to put my mind at ease. Im really tired of learning But I just want to feel deserving Im tired trying to prove that im finally worth it. All of this pressure... It feels like ive been hit Lord please help me save me before I have another fit. I dont know for how long I can try to stay strong So help me through bad times Please help me save my life I know im asking a lot But could you help me or not?