Trivial

Trivial Ive been in places before where I wasn't invited, I've been wrong before and slighted. And everything you do has consequences I think I've been spending my whole life building up my defences. And sometimes they don't mean to hurt you in the slightest. I tend to argue with the wall over something id look back upon and realize it was so trivial i try to listen to my logical side but my pride always takes things so personal sometimes I wish I didn't care at all. I'll try to make meaning out of pretenses People based themselves on and once proven false my ego is like I was right all along. Keeping receipts on my desk for even the slightest disrespect I hold them to it like it's written in law like what they did was so criminal. I treat people like they're so predictable Like I saw it in a dream like I'm foreseeing the future in a crystal ball. But I haven't got slightest hint or clue and it's something I'm still getting used to that everyone isn't out to get you. -ml