"trigger "

...I had the gun .....the bullets and plan..... it was the perfect day ....or at night I should say...i was extremely stressed...down in the dumps depressed ... my girl had just left......my sister and Grandpa' were away ....so why tf ...... couldn't u Pull the trigger? it was at your head ...u made sure..... everything was perfect..... but u had no guts ...........u had no balls u where a stupid little girl in that moment. .....u sold everything....ur soul, love, a fuck to give, feelings, and happiness ..to get this shit done...and u couldn't even....blow your brains out......?.. .... shameful..