trigger

I feel like I kept forgiving you when I know you won't change, I feel like you feel forced to be my friend. we make plans, promises, and you break them every time, remember that time we laughed over something and instantly became best friends? well that night I was planing to do something irreversible, I didnt want to be on earth anymore with a head and body like mine, but i meet you and you saved me, I wish you didn't now. we had good times, sure, but most of the important ones turn dark. You dated my closest friend, someone who was like a sister to me, then broke up with her becuase she cried over her brother's death, you claim to be nice, but I think you're just mean raped in perfume. so I wish you didn't save me, I wish I pulled that damn trigger.