Trapped By Family

What do you do when your backs against the wall. Scared to move simply because it seems as if everyone's waiting and hoping for your down fall. Your own family treating you like shit. At the lowest of lows. Really no lower can I get. Left feeling trapped with no way out. Swallowed with pain. Drowing in doubt. The simplest thing I ask for yet to others it seems so hard. A little help goes a long ways. If only I had a real family to do their part!