Trapped breath

sometimes people say it's bad being lonely But right now after everything I just want me only To look down at my hands tied tight I'm just too tired right now to fight But even breathing feels difficult Again pain stinging so bad I didn't even rub the salt My very decisions putting me in danger Everyone I know feels like a stranger We were here once before we know what's in store We have been through bad and even worse But what about this plight it feels like a curse