Trapped

Sometimes I feel like I'm stuck in the past all the good memories are fading fast sometimes I truly don't feel like I belong I just can't wait to be gone I wish these years went slow but they went faster than I could have ever known people change and people go people have left faster than you can say hello I miss the way things used to be I miss when I was free lately I've felt trapped and there's nothing to bring me back I've spent hours wishing for change but lately everything has felt more strange I can't stand to even exist I hope this feeling I have doesn't continue to exist but I seem to feel like this every day I'd do anything for it to go away all this pain is draining all of me but at least I can open my eyes and see I have seen all that I haven't noticed before so now I know I'm not blind no more I have seen people I have been close to for who they truly are even from afar I have seen all the lies, the whispers, and hate but it's fine I'll just wait and even if everything remains I won't continue to be the same and no matter how hard I try to fix things I'll remember this... you can't fix something that doesn't wanna be changed... but you can't put a broken plate back together