"Transparency"

My tears can't hide themselves, Even though my fake smiles have tried to hide them, I'm see through. My sorrow leaves me speechless, It leaves me without room to try and put up a front. My reflection in the mirror is always screaming, It sees through my charades. My tears drown me in all its vastness, they flood my soul, I'm overwhelmed within me. I'm intoxicated with feelings of despair and misery. When will peace find me?