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Feels as if I'm losing myself , I might just lose it all So much shit on my mind with no one to really call With no one to talk to , I'm surrounded by these walls Depression hits different , so I turn to that alcohol Now im drunk as fuck, and it only made matters worse All the bullshit around me , it feels like I'm fucking cursed Sometimes I wonder, would it be better if I'm in a hearse Cold , dark and lonely , this is my universe Feels like I'm burning in hell, so i pop another perc To numb the pain that I feel from the flames that put in work I'm charred now , like a piece of fucking chicken Locked behind xany bars , my addiction is my prison I don't know what happened to me, i used to be so driven Now I feel like a car, that has lost use of its transmission Ah fuck, here we go , full head on collision