Trans Experience

First day of spring I yearn to feel the love I bring Many seasons yet to transition Bringing us moments of new emotion The moths will spread their new wings Butterflies would flaunt their colour While I stay the same as before Not daring to stray away from the shore I love to admire change But change doesn't like me, and neither do I The concept of it amazes my mind Yet it brings us many fear and confliction Adding rejection together with its isolation Like a train that changes lanes, Strong winds switching directions, Flowers blooming into shapes anew And a song turning into all kinds of tunes As one whos experienced change the most Like life changing it's rhythms like a ripple It cost both my past and my people Unbalancing the scale till it breaks And I break along with it My people say, I got it coming, While my past says, thank you for living.