ToxicRomance

You used to Hate me with your kisses. dismantled me with your sexing .. no wonder I was addicted to the trauma. infatuated and devastated at the toxic romance we both created. told me lies I believe it's truth I could see no wrong in you even when you were stabbing me in the back I was blind to the attack.The weight of carrying around scares that wouldn't heal and could not heal due to the constant tearing of my heart. you'd leave and I beg you back only to relive our hell we've had come to enjoy. You stump me down I love you down back and forth in this merry go round. bittersweet vengeance with your delight against me the one who stood there by your side begging to be loved begging to be held and yet through it all I forgive you now forgive me as I put this 357 to my head and let the hot lead release my pain.