ToxicLoveAffair

Ain't you tired of waking up alone... Ain't you tired of wondering what went wrong.. The ocean of tears that fell down our cheeks.. The endless arguments the endless Love we made yeah... I know it don't make sense, caught in this toxic love affair... and I know it's not fair.. But the way you look at me makes me not care... Ain't you tired of waking up alone when you could be waking up in my arms.. damn this damn this toxic love affair.. destroying the trust we had destroying turning all the joy into bad.. nightmares.... once we lived in the light now we reside in the dark soft tender hearts we had turned into calloused hearts so hard. damn this toxic love affair... damn all the pleasure I feel damn all the lies I believed because I was scared to live by myself.. enduring all the putdowns and all the names you called while I wasn't there.. caught in this toxic love affair and I know it's not fair... hit me and yell at me tell me I made you mad and somehow I deserve to be sad.. damn this toxic love affair...