ToxicKisses

You say to me you love me you say to me you care, but somehow in this relationship it's one-sided and unfair. there are no requests simply demands No remorse for the tears you cause no apologies for the Open hands across My face, beaten and abused you expect a warm brace. you call me names I can't explain why I'm still here trying to hold on to this Union that's crumbling before our eyes but we both deny what we feel inside and it feels like I'm the only one that tries. I cry inside my pride won't let you see my tears because if you saw the hurt you caused I can't handle the response of seeing in your eyes that you don't care. broken promises that life will change that you would change but nothing has changed it's all remains the same year after year I fulfill my duties chores my efforts go ignored. calloused heart making loveless sex and numbing experience my mind wanders to somewhere peaceful where I see another's face and imagine a Lovefull embrace. what the dream is gone when I wake up and feel your toxic kisses upon my lips what regrets I hold why I don't walk away I do not understand the pros and cons of this relationship I can't understand. so I pray Lord give me the sign Lord give me Grace.