Toxic love

-I paint my nails red, love red, blood red. -I straighten my hair to love myself, I burn my skin to hate myself. -I dress with happiness, I undress in tears. -This smile shaping my face, flies away to join those I love at the slightest problem. -The love that I seek so much to comfort me, has never helped me. -I hope to one day find real love and experience that feeling time seeking called “happiness”.