towards nothing

I sail without an anchor, I had to cut my ties, living with shackles but mind dreamt above the sky, it's easy to die, but why don't you live, harder to survive when they bet against you, tie my shoes but no time to lace you, like no time to play with you, you set the rules then broke em, fear the flying lotus, she steps on all that are closest, lost in darkness we can become the light we needed to see, she's an actor without a voice, all she got to do is drop a single tear, and probably swindle everyone that really cared, lost in the dark, all we know is to sin, Apprehended value to become value, I didn't want anything but the love, but as you can see look how it turned out for me, scared to fall, no more accepting calls, no feelings at all, Colder then the middle of December, I killed myself before over and over and everytime I lose another piece of me, no longer who I use to be, but I guess who I need to be, single status, never really cared, infact it's been more then 2 years, I tried to steer clear of all that, without my anchor I keep going, sailing never looking back, where she's going, I don't know I said I never looked back.