Tost feelings

I find myself saying I feel... A lot My whole life I had these big feelings inside of me that I couldn't express So I locked them up deep inside of me People told me "Be quiet be well-behaved" So I was I let people walk over me and learned to be submissive But here I am Grown and lost My feelings tost accros Who am I? I no longer have to deny All my feelings Need healings So I try To life my life No longer held by the knife