Torment

I sit with this pain, lying dormant inside my brain it pokes and picks until I can no longer contain anger ignites and flushes fiercly through my veins I began to act irrash and going insane no longer can she be restrained waiting to release her demonds like a cat 5 hurricane I pray and pray as my tears fall like rain please lord will you take away this unbearable pain I am mentally and phisically drained cant get out of bed without a Fucking line of cocaine do you enjoy keeping my mental all tied up in chains to toy with whenever you wish to be entertained numb me with the truth, hit me like novacane feeling as if their love was just a one way train how did we get here once again broken , battered and blamed her heart is all that remains beating yet stained