Too Much

It's like I feel everything all at once and I'm so aware of it. My world is spinning like a carousel, My mouth feels like cotton, And it's like I'm going to give up my past Snacks from before.. Make it stop. I lay my head down onto her lap and It's like everything's calm again, At least a little bit. When I'm with her it's like I don't have to feel Anything anymore. This isn't me. I can't be doing this.