too heavy

One day, it all became too heavy holding on was ripping your hands apart, each part of your body ached a little bit more giving up was never an option but at that moment, it was all that was left if at all you were to feel relief if at all you wanted to be better someday everything crumbled before your face and it felt like being okay was an illusion made up by your delusional mind it was as if you've never been fine but in some distant memories there was a you with no pain right now, nothing feels real other than the fact that you're not fine you didn't see it fall apart maybe in those unsure moments is where it all began