too afraid of dreams

what is happening with me? I want to become a shooting star but I am too afraid afraid of what might happen once I am there hard work pays off right? I am working hard but it isn't enough my best can get better I am destined for greater heights it's that easy it's not that easy for me to come out of my comfort zone I'd love to try but trying seems to big for trying new things seems like an obstacle that I have failed for years I've been trying but it's not that easy it's not that easy To be called "inexperienced" in something you love it's not easy to be the one to help people, whilst you need help too I've been trying trying to overcome my fears trying to become a better person but my inner voice keeps pulling me back with the negatives i will keep on trying trying to get out of my comfort zone cause my future is brighter than a shooting star I have realized I've realized that fear is the way, the devil uses to obstract you from your dreams I've realized I've realized that my future is planned by me I will keep trying trying to become what he had planned for me