Tongue Kissing

Souls kissing but I'm worried about this said forever. Im praying I don't wake up tomorrow, anything to stifle the pain and sorrow. The sun beating down, sweating I know if I die I won't go to heaven. Souls laid bare, touching auras and handicaps. Drugs play and wander near, they get closer when they smell your fear. Pretend to play betrayed I'll play some as I lay here instead