Today's Vibes

I feel like I don't fit anywhere, I'm constantly 'doing it wrong', and despite what I tell myself constantly, I feel like I don't belong, family can be kinda tricky, and I'm not very good at friends, even when I fit the mold, communication eventually ends, I'm made to feel like I'm terrible, like the bad things are always my fault, there's no backbone in me, I willingly take the fall, I want to be something different, someone genuinely good and reliable, but I feel like I'm stuck like this, constantly falling short.