Today pt2

Today,I stand up..Stand Tall for me..I stand Tall and I choose to accept what's standing over there in the distance.. In the distance..He stands there smiling ..waving at Me.. We smile..we laugh..We love..We hope..We share dreams of the future.. I smile that Radiant Smile that He gave me..I smile brightly I look at the horizon..I dream ..a dream and I Smile as I think with hope and a song in my heart of one day being able to walk hand in hand on this beach that I see.. that I See before me.. Tonight I See Me..and I Smile ..I wipe the tears away .. the gentility of these Waves how they show me..they show me my calm,gentle spirit yet down deep she is.. the strength gathered and ready to spring up at the ready.. As the sun sets on this day I see the flickers of charming colors of the rainbow specks of corals and pinks.. Hope.. Hope is what I see.. I See hope.. I see me.. Yes,this Joy that I feel is for me it's ok to feel free..free to smile..free to BE me..free to BE Happy and to feel to feel.. gentle unwavering love... He is standing there ..waving at me..Smiling as Always..Loving me.. At times..as I see Me..I feel afraid..afraid..to feel and experience this wonderful once in a lifetime love... But..She reminds