today

what a day! hmmm I wish could say I'm happy but I'm not I wish I could say I'm sad but I'm not I wish I could say I'm angry but I'm not I could say I feel everything but it's not true I'm perplexed about my feelings I can't say what is in my heart or head I can't tell what I want and what I don't what can I do to understand to understand me help me figure this out