today

Today was as, today must be. Today was as tomorrow can't be. Another day, Another brother prays. I’ve prayed for at least 9 months straight. Someone must have closed heavens gate.  Or I was late. Let’s not debate who's fault it is, that I was caught in this, with my twins. With no money to borrow, no friends, and no ends. They must have forgotten what I did for them.  But what I've lost isn't sh**. Though I repent, I just can't believe.. What I can't see.  Please,  Show me