to the boy I can't like

to the boy i can't like cause ur the boy im not allowed to like ur dating my friend and im cool with it I try distancing my self from u but I always seem to find my way still talking to u we even made a handshake today because u think we are friends but i think we are more u can't tell that I love u and thats fine ur in love with her and not me I always pretend to be happy for u guys but its eating me on the inside to know that in not urs and ur not mine I guess we are just supposed to be friends but ur trying to maintain ur relationship with her and im happy for u but I hope one day we will be together