to save us

can you turn back to him or is that just another dream so I find myself lost confused the only fact I know and how true is that I know I still love you but at what cost did it cost me to love you if I stop loving me along the way now believes you to love me once again I might be the only way I can put this pain tune in and loving you so much not wanting to let go I hold on tighter for I believe God made me a fighter but what am I fighting for anymore and whom I fighting against it's one thing to fight the world for you the whole other thing to fight you for you I'm finding in a relationship to try to make it work but I find it against the one person who should be fighting with me to make it work that seems like the more I fight for it the more you like to tear it apart and every time I believe we take two steps closer you take five backwards and how many left of my mouth wide open my John's down and my heart shattered and every time it gets easier to put back together and that's scary to me because that means that the love we have somehow turn into something else sometimes I never wanted to change into just so hold on in the horse that maybe somehow you love me don't start to fight with me to save our relations